I really, really hate that I couldn’t be there for this..
My family released balloons with personal notes written to my Aunt Vickie a few days ago. She would have loved the colors of this. I miss you and love you so much.

Matching tattoo with Kaybaby.<3

For my aunt Vickie.<3

Dear Aunt Vickie, You were always such an inspiration to me. Your positive outlook on life is something any person on this earth would have been able to look up to. You could make anyone laugh with your silly faces and sense of humor, and your spirituality was beautiful. Right now, I can’t even fathom that you’re gone. It just doesn’t seem real to me. I love you more than you will ever know.

P.S. The tattoo that I’m getting on my birthday? One of the wings will be rainbow, in remembrance of you.

Rest In Peace.<3

So. I dreamt that I was cuddling with Kate Moennig and talking to her and Leisha Hailey. Then Justin Bieber showed up, and he wanted to hold my hand. And I was like, “Fuck that, I’m not a Belieber..” Then I looked at Demi Lovato, who was also there, and I said, “But I am a Lovatic..” Then I held Demi’s hand and told her about the tattoos I want with her lyrics. Bahaha.

I’m really thinking about going into the medical field again. For years, I wanted to go into pediatrics. There were so many specializations I considered. As a sophomore in high school, I received inventations from Georgetown and Mount Sinai to go to summer programs…..
Ugh. Can I please rewind five years?